DANCE! <3 my lovee! January 25, 2008

OMG like now weiyu LOVEES dance! YEAH! And she doesn’t really like wushu anymore. Qian Yi, i’m soo sorry. ): BUT NOW MORE AND MORE PEOPLE ARE LOVINGG DANCEE! omg idk why i just feel so happy. And idk why either, but i cried when the dance teacher spoke to me, she was like too nice and i wasn’t used to her way of talking! She asked my dad to write a letter to my current cca teacher to ask her to help me transfer. but now i don’t hate calligraphy anymore. I really x147683925 hope that i can transfer! D And the dance teacher actually thought that i was in gym! -.- She nicknamed me “xiao ti cao”. Gosh, it’s sooo embarrassing answering teachers questions and showing the class how to do the moves! ): Now i’m kinda tired of it… SIGH. ):

OHOHOH i went back to ny today! (: Ny’s still the samme! And people still remember me! (: HI PEOPLE! <3 And isaac was so kind to pick me up and bring me to ny. (unfortunately as i don’t know how to go ny) But he was perspiring by the time he came. He said he ran all the wayyy. I feel so bad. But anyway, when we went in, his juniors were sooo cutee! They kept on asking him if i was his gf! Then we decided to play with them. We answered, “yes” Then his juniors was like, “really meh!” then isaac was like, “yea, cannot is it? jealous ah?” HAHAHA. so funny. Then in the end we told them it was fakee. Trust them to believe us in the first place. And mrs lee talked to me over the phone! When i was still stuck in school, isaac called me and asked me to talk to mrs lee. Then when he picked me we went to coro and bought a TIGGER (it was so freaking cute) for her. And the shop aunty actually asked us if we know XINGTING! LOLS! (:

Then i went to king albert’s with jiewei. And there were these two guys that were doing the scary thing again! (nat, you know!) WHY AM I ALWAYS SO UNLUCKY! ): Then jiewei was kind enough to change tables! (: Then i played with his phone (a.k.a. smsing) and he actually shooed off the girl who likes her! AND THAT GIRL ACTUALLY BELIEVED THAT WE WERE IN A RELATIONSHIP -.- God. But it was fun. And jiewei actually chased my bus for me but unfortunately he didn’t reach it, what a waste! Then he could have taken other buses but he waited for me until my bus came! SO SWEET. I guess friendship still stays. [:

But I hate it…
You know exactly what to do
So that I can’t stay mad at you
For too long that’s wrong
Everything you do make me wanna smile

SHOOTS, i have to go again!

And nat, sorry for not calling you today! ):
 

I LOVE 109 ’08! January 23, 2008

1o9 is like soooo fun and exciting! (:

Today’s STELLA’s birthday! Xin Wei, Yuan Mei & me bought a present for her! IT’S A SUPERDUPER CUTE PIGLET! Omg i want one too. ): She’s the oldest in class, haha!

Our teachers scold us, then apologise…it’s soo different from pri school; still not used to it. But i guess they have our best interest at heart. ;D We sang 2 birthday songs for stella, and our maths teacher saw the “happy birthday stella” on the board and said happy birthday to her! :] hahaha. IT WAS SO SWEET. Today, i mean. OHOHOH, yuan mei and i and stella kept on laughing today. ‘Cos of this girl. Then yuan mei started it, then we added in. OMG is was so damn funny. Then stella laughed out loud and yuan mei followed and i was trying so hard to control but i still started laughing, and the whole class was staring at us, and by whole class i mean our english teacher too. yuan mei said that she, stella and me are the three laughing machines! hahahaha! (:

It’s like a bully who has been bullying you came up to you and pushed you down to the floor. Then he offered you his hand, and you saw pity in his eyes, and he said sorry. You deicided to take his hand. When he pulled you up halfway, he shove you again, and this time, harder than before.
I hate that feeling.

I LOVE WORDPRESS! and i really love it. For wordpress, anyone who wants to leave comments must be approved by yourstruly. So i can choose to don’t accept comments from people i don’t know! (: HAHAHA.

OMG i have to go. BYEBYEBYE! (:

WHY. January 18, 2008

Why must you give me false hope?
Why is it that everytime when i ask if you’re lying you say you’re not, but you are.
Why do you have to LIE to me, to make me have the heart attack, then say “Joking”?
Why do you have to lie once, then again, then even more?
Why can’t you just at least lie once, then say “Joking”?
Why must you make me believe you and fall in your stupid trap?
Why must you make my heart pump wildly, then let it stop dead?
It’s like running and running, and you’re already the first, then you trip, and fall, and everyone runs past you.
You don’t know that feeling, do you?

Weiyu and i went to the popular bookstore today to get a valentine’s day gift for her bf. *cough* (: and in the end, we end up laughing like hell ‘cos of the girl that looks like pearlyn. and we were calling her and when she did turn around, we realise that she was someone else! but it was sooo similiar! [: then later i was telling her how she holds soft toys. Winnie the pooh & friends, to be exact. She actually pinches their noses and takes them out! GOD, when i told her, she was like laughing and i was laughing and we laughed for 1/2 hour. then our tummys hurts and we can’t even eat lunch. ;DD but it was funn. And she end up not buying anything. I showed her the way she holds all the other soft toys and laughed at the same time. people walk past and look at us but we don’t give a damn, ‘cos we’re having funn! and she kept on asking me to stop it while laughing. ohohoh. i have an angel! (: weiyu has too. hers is hidden mickey. mine is “delcine”. weiyu’s a really super nice person. ;D

and. it’s not that i regretted about transferring, it’s just that i couldn’t forget.

Mr Right + Ms Right = Mr and Mrs Wrong. ;D

What’s the feeling of acting, and pretending and lying to that person?
What’s the feeling of stringing someone along?
What’s the feeling of playing on the inside, but acting on the outside?
What’s the feeling of hatred inside, but you’re actually putting on a smile and love?
What’s the feeling of replying something you don’t even mean, and don’t even care?
What’s the feeling of someone being so nice to you, but in your mind it’s only about shaking her off?

You don’t know.

Oh! I’m going back to NY on the 6th. anyone coming? (: Weiyu and a few others going. And later, i’m going to meet her bf. And she was actually COUNTING THE DAYS she was going to spend until she sees him. It’s weird, k… She suddenly asked me this question:

Do you know the meaning of true love already? Have you ever felt it before?

Well, have you?

A simple yes or no answer is so difficult, yet so easy.

I bought heart stickers todayyaaee. (: I got three on my handphone, lol! and i gave the rest to weiyu. And i remember when she lends money from me like eg. $1.20 i’ll say no need 20 cents, and she’ll find means and way to give it back. And then we’ll fight and scream and all. Our class is crazy. (: they are all bonded and sweet. Well. except _____. Ohohoh. Today i was like in for a big surpirse. When the teacher was electing the class comittee ppl, the dance rap was actually yumeng la. then loads of people started asking if they can change, and when teacher say change to who, everyone was like, “BERNICE!!” seriously. i was totally shocked. i didnt know so MANY people loves me. (: hahaha.

life is so depressing. it’s like. you want to leave, but can’t. you want to run away, but can’t. so you stay and get shot.

i’m going to dieeee. ): secondary school life is tough.

someone, just shoot me.

i’m so jealouss. ): January 17, 2008

Omg, everyone’s taking dancedancedance. And i’m stuck with calligraphy. BUTBUTBUT, my dad’s asking my dance teacher (in nygh) to help me transfer. [: GOD, i’m sooo jealous. ANYWAY. dance rocks, yea. And, in ONE dance lesson i got praised twice and asked to do twice of stretching to show the class. >< embarrassing. ): but dance ROCKS, k. and everyone loves it, except weiyu. ): yep. ohgod. idk why, but everyone’s choosing dance! and leavingg me in calligraphhyyy. ):): wth. i’m having dance tomorrow too. yea! totally looking forward to it. i think nowadays i’m having a really big ego. ): dammit. Homework has been pilling in. and i can only use the comp in school (like now.) so life is pretty cool as a nanyang girll. ;D NANYANG RULES. but crescent still rules. it’s just that some of the new sec ones are bitchy. right i have to shut down now, calligraphy lessons soon! BYE! [: ooo. take dance! *BE A STAR*

CRESCENT RULES. <3 January 12, 2008

argh.

A MESSAGE TO BERNICE’S MIND: hello, can you please stop thinking about crescent, thankyou.

and i miss dorothy.

i miss her laughter.

i miss my amusing class.

i miss my crazy class filled with crazy people.

i want crescent back.

iwantiwantiwant it.

CRESCENT = MY LOVEE.

i’ll never forget crescent.

i miss my life there.

i miss dorothy’s screaming.

and grabbing of hand during blind mice.

TITLE <3 January 12, 2008

I really think mine isn’t infatuation. I still like him.

I’m going to make my ball tomorrow, not today. ): I went to the library today ‘cos i’ve missed the books so much. [: lol. yea, reading rocks. I borrowed 2 english and 1 chinese (forced. ): ). Later, i went to Popular. Then i went to buy school shoes from Converse. [: Then I went to the bus interchange, and something really really freaky happened there. I’m sending chills down my spine now, i’m really scared. I don’t want to say it out, it’s so scaryy… i keep on thinking about that, and like, i can’t even go up the stairs myself, i practically have to ask my maid to follow me to my room ‘cos i was so scared that what happened would be in my room. It’s sosososososo scary!!!!!!!! But i didn’t tell anyone. ohmygod, i don’t know when i’m going to stop freaking out. This is even worse than watching horror movies, k. THIS IS SUPER FREAKY. and i’m scared. i’m so scared. i don’t think i can sleep tonight. The image kept on appearing in front of me. No wonder my eyelids were twitching this morning. This was happenening. I’m going to die. diediedie. GOD, please help me erase this memory. stupidimage.stupidimage. this is soooo scary!!!! and it even happened in a dark shop. aaaahhhhh!!! i’m scared. i’m so scared. ):

yes, i still think of him.

When i was a young boy, my father took me into the city to see a marching day. He said, “Son, when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken?”

You’re just so hard to forget, I really love you so so much.

Sometimes i get the feeling that i’m just living in a nightmare, and it’s going to be all right. Then i get the feeling that this is life. THIS is LIFE. and i hate it. why must this happen to me. i don’t get why. why do these people even exist. someday, i’m going to be the person who nabs them, the person who sets the rules, and never let this people make people uncomfortable.  yes, i am going to.

omg why can’t i just forget about you. you’re always in my mind, even though i don’t think about you.

Homework is depressing. There are tons, man. ): sec school life is going to be a challenge. a big challenge. And i’m already failing the first obstacle.

Are you sure you don’t love me, even for a second.

I’m so afraid i can’t cope. I talked on the phone with Nick for 1 hour and 2 minutes and dunno how many seconds. Then isaac called me and we chatted for about 35 mins. Sometimes, it feels so damn good talking to people. You feel more relaxed. But when the person ends the call, you feel the wave of dread comes over you again.

Say that you don’t love me to me, right in front of me, then i’ll believe it.

Some outside activities is good. Like bowling, ice skating, ballet, tennis, swimming…etc. (: apply for them. they help you relieve stress.

I still love you.

Oh, i remembered when we went to Korea, my dad saw the bag that says, “I’M NOT A PLASTIC BAG”. And he wanted to buy it!!! Then i told him that i had it. Then he said, “this one leh.” and pointed to another design. And it’s nice. really nice. It’s black and leathered. [: really sweet. When i took a look at the price tag, i almost fainted. 66,000 won. Which is equals to $107. and my father ALMOST BOUGHT IT. but my mum (the usual person who asks you not to buy stuff and save money. ;D) told him not to buy it, ‘cos i have the same one. Then my dad was like, “but it’s different!” and he seems really insistent about it. Then my mum finally said, “then will you use it?” (her usual method) Then my dad said, “oh. yea. but it’s still nice…” Then my mum was like, “IT’S $100+!” “DON’T WASTE MONEY!” My dad finally said, “okay lor.” ;DD hahaha. my dad’s like me. when we see something we like, we just want to buy it just to feel shuang. My mum is more practical. She’ll think about whether she’ll use it and all. -.- but that’s mothers for you.

School’s nicer, better. Weiyu’s a very nice friend. Although she’s abit love sickk. But her taste of songs are same as mine. Y’know, sometimes, old songs are still nice. That’s why advertisements, and movies play old songs. Like those in 1970s. My dad plays them in the car. And i love some of them. They really make sense. And sometimes, they are just so like how you feel.

Inconsolable by Backstreet Boys is nice.

OH PLEASE, people, please leave COMMENTS. (: i’ll feel really grateful, thanks.

January 11, 2008

I woke up it was 7
I waited till 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think i got a lot of friends but I don’t hear from them
What’s another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on your own
And maybe when the night is dead, I’ll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I’ll try to think about the last time, I had a good time
Everyone’s got somewhere to go
And they’re gonna leave me here on my own

I’m just a kid and life is a nightmare
I’m just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I’m alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
What the fuck is wrong with me?
Don’t fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I’m bored and I can’t fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever
I’m just a kid and life is a nightmare
I’m just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I’m alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world.

I’m just a kid and life is a nightmare
I’m just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I’m alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares, cause I’m alone and the world is
Having more fun than me tonight

I’m all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cause I’m just a kid tonight

This song is by simple plan. ;D it’s really nice. you should listen to it!

xxx

i still can’t get over the fact that i transferred school. I love crescent, k. Don’t get me wrong, i’m not saying that Nanyang isn’t good. But there’s just so much to give up… My friends, my life there, my teachers, my talent there, the tablet pcs, and everything… In Nanyang, i’m nothing, i’m just a loser, a nobody. But in Crescent, i’m with everyone, and i’m having the most fun i could ever have. And my talent always show there. Everyone wants to be good at something. And at crescent, i’m good at Canoeing. And i was even selected for Sports Cca. And i have to do calligraphy in nanyang, something that i suck at. In Crescent, i have the most supporting friends and teachers. Especially Dorothy. (hey girl, thanks for everything. You’ve been there. And i’m really sorry for leaving.) In Nanyang, i have to be who i was in Nanyang Pri. Life is so UNFAIR. I don’t know why la, but i was so so sad when i got into Nanyang. First few days was painful. Next few days was okay. But their orientation is not so fun. Crescent orientation rocks. (: they spent loads of money on us. But nanyang’s a good school… *sigh*, maybe i’ll just try harder, and adapt to nanyang. It’s going to be my life for another 4 years/6 years. Sometimes (or rather, most of the time), you don’t get what you want, you don’t get what you wish. Usually whatever you do is for your parents, for everybody else around you. And you keep it to yourself, without spouting it out. I want Crescent, i want to HAVE FUN, i want everything in crescent. Everywhere i go in nanyang remind me of crescent. I had so much fun during canoeing in crescent, i was actually selected for that cca la. And nanyang doesn’t have it. Crescent is a future school la. ;P When i go to the canteen in Nanyang, i think, “oh yea, here have this.” then later, “this is Nanyang, not crescent. Stop thinking about crescent!” i keep on thinking about crescent. I don’t know why. but i can’t look forward, i always stay in the past. And my crescent class is so freaking ENTHU. and my counsellors are so caring and loving. [: Crescent rules. And their school song is so nice!! Crescent will always, always remain in my heart, no matter what. But i would like to thank Wei Yu (YOU’VE BEEN GREAT!), Xin Wei (or Pauline?) (YOU’RE FANTASTIC), RAE! (rock on, girl.), Yuan Mei, Qian Yi, Ashley, Joanne (or Joan?), Kayla, and etc and etc. You all have been there for me in Nanyang. I hope you’ll continue to help me! (: You all are fantastic. I love you. ;D

I had my first bowling lesson last sunday. Tomorrow i’m going to make my ball! The first time i bowled after Coach taught me, i got 73. ): then later i got 164. (: after he pointed out my mistake. And i’m going to competitions. (: and i used a 6 pounds ball. )):: haha. isaac said that i should be using 11 or 12 pounds. and i used a two times lighter ball. hahaha, lol! i suck. (btw, isaac, i want your 11 pounds ball, I’ll redrill the holes, and THANKS!, bro.) And isaac said that my coach sucks. How could he! i didn’t know that Singapore Poly was right beside ACS. Singapore Poly’s Bowling thing is really nice. (: and coach’s wife gives us sweets. Mint Mentos, when you bowl and you chew that, it’s pretty shuang. ;D
BE happy, Stay happy. (:
(i’m just a kid… and life is a nightmare, i’m just a kid, i know that it is not fair)
I’m playing I’m just a kid on repeat. ;D

My teachers are nice. {: they’re all “in”. and nanyang socks are ANKLED! (: isaac’s jealous, ha! his socks are LONG and NERDY. ;P lol… ooo! their bookshop is nice. (: andandand. It’s so cool taking public bus home. Serious. (: you are care-free and all. and i forgot to bring my ezlink card for two days. And i’m always changing notes for coins.

WHYWHYWHY AM I LIVING ALWAYS IN THE PAST? WHY! WHY CAN’T I JUST MOVE FORWARD?
i used tried to make things better, and i always thought it’s my fault, and i regretted so much, and i wanted you back, and i wanted the past. But i’ve moved forward from that. I saw you. I saw you talking to me. I re-read your message(s) for one whole day. I know, i know i should give up already. I know who you are. And i can’t change that. Goodbye, dear friend, goodbye. You’re another person who just came and exited. But you’re always in my memory, sweetie, the good times are always here. And, thanks for everything, friend. But i’m not trying anymore. It’s over, over. I’ve forgotten about it, i won’t say anything else, i’m already forgetting.

Sometimes, it’s really amazing how someone can transform. Someone who hates you and helps you. (it’s interesting, isn’t it?) Someone who bad-talks you, someone who hais you. But she helped you from a Major Crisis. I don’t hate you anymore. I admire you, for who you are. You are kind to everyone, even to people whom you hate. All the best, girl. Rock on.

Wow, it feels so good to get this all out. You just need to listen to emo songs on repeat, and then you can write almost anything.

oh, and JINGWEN (the IT savvy girl) made a DISPLAY PICTURE FOR ME! It’s a picture of Little Miss Helpful but instead of the words Little Miss Helpful, it’s Little Miss BERNICE. <3 it. thanks so much, jingwen. (:

I’ve learnt to be independent. I’ve learnt to be a loner and ‘ve learnt to not care. ‘ve learnt to do many things on my own. Not being sad, and feeling like a fool. I’ve got friends, but not anyone that close enough. I’ve learnt to be just a friend, someone who actually existed, but fading slightly. I’ve learnt to pretend, I’ve learnt to be nice. I said hi and smile to people whom i dislike. Sometimes, it’s just better this way.

Oh and i notice that tanned guys are much more charming than white guys. It’s not that i’m obsessed or anything. But when they walk past, i just notice. White guys are so…..average (a better word ;D). oh and i saw cynthia at the bus stop on the way hommee. home is the best place on earth.

NOBODY’S VISITING MY POOR PATHETIC BLOG. ):

ohwell. at least i’m posting. (:

Crescent ;D January 5, 2008

OHMYGOD.

Crescent rocks.

I mean, really, really rocks.

I went Canoeing with the CGS canoeing team, and whoo yeah, i got selected. [: with my partner.

The coach took pictures of us with our boats and all...

Being in the water is so cool. Like, at first, you can't really canoe; the whole shaft is difficult to handle. And my partner and i were shouting and screaming at each other 'cos we're so screwed. Later we kinda got the hang of it and yeah, we were starting to get pretty good. ;P We were enjoying it, and shouting left and right, and getting really confused, 'cos if you wanna go right, you gotta push your left side. We were telling each other to overtake which boat, but later we didn't really care 'cos we need alot of attention on our own boat. ;D We past all the obstacles smoothly, and lined up smoothly. and the coach remembers my name! Right... 2 hours flew by quickly, and we ended. ): You guys should really try canoeing, it rocks! (:

Then when we got up from the canoe, i ACCIDENTALLY knocked over a guy and he was so angry (but he was so stoopid to know that it was me) 'cos he fell into the water and a bunch of vulgarities came out. Oops! But anyway, it was on ACCIDENT. I had to try my best to control my laughter. And yes, the canoe is reallyreallyreally heavy. But that's the other canoe, the CGS's canoe is damn light. ;D

On the first day of school, i met some really girly people, and dorothy and i were laughing like mad. Everyone in our class is crazy, and dorothy kept on asking me to stop laughing 'cos people think that we're crazy too. But she was the one laughing first. And she laughs at practically every single person. We had a sports trail and dorothy and i got in! ;D We gave a few (actually quite a number) of people names. I won't say it out, though. Then we cheered our cheer. It goes like this, "STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE, HUCKLEBERRY PIE! 1C3, 1C3, RISE RISE RISE! GIMME A ONE! (1) GIMME A C! (C) GIMME A 3! (3) WHAT DO YOU GET? 1C3! (cheer, scream, whoot, etc...) Second day, we umm, listened to some talks and cheered and laughed more... and i received the news that i got into Nanyang. And, me and dorothy were making serious friends! (although we were laughing secretly at them) And dorothy and I were acting polite, but apparently, dorothy can't act, and she actually followed a girly girl's actions! (the flapping of fingers as she talk in this girly voice) Oh God, i'm laughing. Third day, we did a quest, and i said bye to everyone, and wow, the response was overwhelming. Alot of people actually hugged me and begged me not to go. And dorothy didn't congratulate me until i had to go. ): And geraldine hates me now for getting in. )): Okay, the quest was fun. Dorothy and I were voted by our class to be the blind mice, and she kept on clinging onto me. We were so scared when we were dragged to the middle of the basket ball court, and she kept screaming. And when they told us to start, dorothy and i were still standing, not moving. And they said start loudly again, then we moved. And then suddenly, we got separated and dorothy was shouting my name. Anyway, we collected some stuff and the ice cream sticks were actually 0 points! waste of effort, man. then dorothy and i were laughing, 'cos we were getting shot by water guns (they were used by other groups to distract us) and she complained that her whole back was wet. And before we started, Dorothy asked me to use our blindfolds to cover our ears so that water can't get in and she asked the water gun shooters to shoot into other people's ears. (i'm laughing now, like mad.) Then later we used some strings to hold on to a marker to write. Cool. I won't go into that, but it's fun. And we were negotiating with our point-giver, and we kept on saying that our 'i' can be seen. But she asked us to keep our mouth shut. ): and we lost 4 points. bloody "i". Then we did water bombing, and we got one water bomb almost to the end, and dorothy was second last, i was third last, so when i almost threw the water bomb to her, she started screaming histerically. really. she was like, "AHH! AHH!" and i can't throw. anyway, i threw in the end and i turned back to look at her and she was catching it with both hands on top of her head. [ohmygod i'm laughing again.] and we got it to the end! we’re one of the only two groups that did. Then we dressed up our model with newspapers and kitchen foil and all. And when we were wrapping her legs with scotchtapes and one girl went like, “ZAZAZA” and she wasted so many scotchtape and Dorothy was like, “OI OI OI! you’re wasting scotchtape! stop!!!!” but that girl didn’t. and i was laughing. and then when our model came out, she waved her hands and said “HELLO!” and her hat (made of newspaper) came off. Dorothy was laughing like hell behind me. And i laughed twice harder ‘cos No.1, of her laugher, and No.2, of the hat falling off. Then Dorothy kept on repeating, “We wasted so much scotchtape “ZAZAZA” (and she did the actions) to wrap around her legs, and her hate dropped off.” and i was laughing and laughing.  And then we cheered.

And i don’t know whether we lost, or won. ): ‘cos i had to leave… and i missed the CAMPFIRE!!! Crescent rocks, k. You get to wear track shoes to school. It’s a FUTURE SCHOOL. and a kind of sports school. and the only school which has canoeing as a cca. :D:D:D:D

xxx

i think Crescent’s really a great school.
and i’m so scared of transferring.
‘cos i won’t know anyone.
and i won’t know anything.
IT”S SO FREAKY!!!
Ming En got transferred into my class ‘cos i transferred out, and everyone was kinda dislike her. ): and they were asking me to stay, and alot of them wanted to tear out the transfer form.
Oh ya, one more thing, when dorothy went to change into the PE clothes, we brought the plastic bag and by the time she changed finished, the classroom door was locked. We don’t know how to put the plastic bag on her desk. Luckily, her desk was just right beside the window, and i opened it and stuffed it in. dorothy was laughing and laughing. and i managed to stuff it in although i was laughing. Then our key holder rushed to us and asked if we need to open the door but we already stuffed the things in. All the way down we were still laughing. and, on our first day, i also shared with dorothy my p6 life, and she shared hers. [dorothy, cling wrap!]

anyway, back to just now…
i’m so scared that i’m going to be like mingen! everyone won’t know me and all…
and i have to adjust again… )):::
i hate transferring. ):

okay, bye, i gotta go!

please support my blog…save it! it’s dying, and it’s all partly my fault.

why must you be such an idiot.
Why must you act like a tough guy.
You’ve forgotten your manners.
You don’t even know what thankyou is for.
I feel like screaming at you.
But i didn’t.
And, i have no regrets in saying this to you,
YOU SUCK.
and get real.
You don’t have to change to some weirdo saying stupid stuff and scolding people with no rhyme or reason.
I hate you.
alotalotalot.

tata!

byee!

see ya!

loves. <3